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July 19th, 2005

02:30 am
on loneliness

Sometimes I feel empty and lonely for no real reason. I guess it's just because...sometimes I have a hard time being alone, literally alone. Is this because I seek validation from others? Maybe. Maybe I just crave contact. Either way, I seem to feel this emptiness the most when my day has been filled with happiness. I guess I just don't want it to end. But today, I don't know...it wasn't particularly eventful or lacking...I just feel it strongly. Like I just lost something, but I didn't.